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Insignificant at work
Jun. 14th, 2022 12:46 pmThe plant is up and running. It’s been a busy weekend. A few things not running quite right but we will keep it going. I tried to not let myself get down at times. I feel so inadequate at times at work.
I’m the only female out and about in the plant a majority of my time. I had to get some pH probes into a line for service. The line already had pressure on it when I tried to install them. I struggled for close to 45 minutes hoping I could for them in. I got one of the three probes to go in about half way, but no farther then that. I had to concede and ask for help. Grabbed on of the operator guys. Ugh. He still struggled, but he was able to get all three probes in in just a few minutes.
I’ve been trying to work out and build up some muscles. But being a small and petite as I am, it’s going to take a while. I had been feeling pretty good, but I still know that my current upper limit is light for most men. It just so frustrating. I have to work so much harder, and I still fall short.
I’m the only female out and about in the plant a majority of my time. I had to get some pH probes into a line for service. The line already had pressure on it when I tried to install them. I struggled for close to 45 minutes hoping I could for them in. I got one of the three probes to go in about half way, but no farther then that. I had to concede and ask for help. Grabbed on of the operator guys. Ugh. He still struggled, but he was able to get all three probes in in just a few minutes.
I’ve been trying to work out and build up some muscles. But being a small and petite as I am, it’s going to take a while. I had been feeling pretty good, but I still know that my current upper limit is light for most men. It just so frustrating. I have to work so much harder, and I still fall short.
