Maybe it is all in my head.

[sammyphoenix]

I'm still suffering dizziness even after getting off my second dose of antibiotics. I'm good at the end of the treatment and the week after, but the first Monday back I just get dizzy and sick again (I'm having trouble typing this on my phone cause it keeps scrolling over ). I saw and ENT today because my PC doctor thought it might be from linkering ear infections. Apparently, the type of dizziness I have, where it is fairly constant and doesn't seem to go away, isn't the type you get with ear infections and there was no sign of an infection now. So I get to be referred to neurology, which I was hoping to avoid when my doctor though about sending me for and MRI because an instant where I dumped my tea while walking spooked him for MS.

I have an aunt who has MS, so it might run in the family somewhere. And MS use to be one of those conditions that people were scared about. I haven heard much on it for a while. I also don't want to have an MRI because those things sound scary.

All I'm hoping for now is that I can get in to see the doctor before our plans to travel on the holidays. B doesn't think we should travel while I am like this, but I really want to go home and just be away from work. And not just off and still able to come in to do things, cause if we stay I will go in, and I really just don't even want to worry about ordering stuff. I just want a stress free tis me away from work. I also want to see friends and family over our long break. It just makes me sad to think of not going home .