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I'm so tired of being stressed all day at work. I really hope that my protein is good this time and I can continue with my experiments. I think I gave my self a stress headache and the stupid thing lasted all day, even taking medication did nothing to easy the pain.

I received a lecture from my boss about keeping focused and not getting distracted at work, since most things have gotten screwed up because I haven't paid enough attention to what I'm doing. I wanted to debate the fact that I had been sick since August and then the sudden pressure of needing data before I left for Christmas vacation.(which has been bumped to the 26 now). But I can't really debate it. Being in tough situations and under stressful pressure is just part of life and it isn't a reason for me to make excuses, validated or not.

I think I have been most focused this past week because I haven't been on twitter. I really miss seeing what people are up to and chatting with some. But I know I thought a lot about things I could just post or things I could comment about (though commenting often got me in trouble with others) I feel like I have actually been focused on what I'm doing so much more. I also don't have the stress of worrying about if what I posted upset anyone. And that has made my mood improve a lot. And B really likes how I have been since I dropped it.

I wish I could have found a balance with twitter and life, I just got so sucked into what everyone online was doing. I feel a bit free.